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Title: No choice/Choose
Pairings: Hyde x Tetsuya
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Warnings: Really Twisted Smut. If toys, bondage, breathplay, humiliation, role play and other stuff are not your thing, stay clear of this story. Truly well away. Don't say I didn't warn you!
Summary: No real summary because it's smut in the most uncontaminated by plot way. Set in the same "universe" as Twisted, but not a sequel (I think I will write one some day though), more of a prequel actually. It does not really have the same pace as Twisted had and is less... loaded with stuff too.


No choice/Choose

They've been doing this for long enough for Hyde to realize there were some rules he had to take into consideration if he wanted this to continue. The first rule was to never ever expect Tetsu to come if there was no real excuse for it. Tetsu would never admit to seeking out what Hyde gave him on his own will, it was simply against what he struggled (pretended) to believe.

But inviting him just to hang out or to discuss band business worked like a charm. Even though the bassist had to know how it would end, how it always ended, he still would be able to fool himself into thinking he was not going to visit him for sex and so he would come.

The second and maybe even more important rule was to not give the leader any choice about it. Because Tetsu didn't want a choice, not really. But if given it, he would choose to leave and that would leave both of them unsatisfied, even if Tetsu would not admit to it. If Hyde wanted to get what he wanted, he needed to act unwaveringly and with precision, ignoring Tetsu's protests. Because he knew that in reality, Tetsu wanted him to ignore them.

"If that is all," the bassist said, standing up from the sofa they had been sitting on and starting to gather up the papers that had been Hyde's excuse for inviting him that evening. "I should go. I'll see you to---"

He never got to finish, because at that moment Hyde leaned forward to grab one of his arms and tugged the bassist backwards, causing him to lose his balance and fall back onto the sofa. Taking the chance he himself created, Hyde gracefully rolled on top of the slightly taller man, straddling him and pinning both of his wrists down onto the couch and demandingly kissing the leader before he could recover from the unexpected (not really) attack. At first, the younger man was too startled to react, and Hyde was about to deepen the kiss when Tetsu began struggling beneath him, not having enough leverage to free his wrists or throw the singer off of himself, but able to at least turn his head away from the prying lips.

"Hyde, don't," he said in a firm voice, looking to the side, "Let me go, now, because I'm not going to..."

He had no luck finishing this time either, because Hyde let one of his arms go, pinning it down with his knee instead, and used his now free hand to force the leader's head to look back in the direction he wanted it to and his lips descended on Tetsu's, biting on the bottom lip almost immediately to make Tetsu gasp and slipping his tongue in, devouring the younger man's mouth the way he wanted to, because he wanted to, until both of their lungs started screaming for air.

"Haven't you learned that struggling is useless by now?" he asked tauntingly once he regained his breath, stretching out to the side at the same time, reaching with is free hand under one of the couch cushions and taking the handcuffs he had strategically placed here even before he called Tetsu over for a visit. He never did this without forming some kind of plan beforehand after all.

Using the fact that Tetsu was still a little dazed after the assault of his mouth, Hyde flipped the bigger man over and snapped the cuffs on his wrists, letting himself relax a little once he knew there were restrains to keep Tetsu from bolting and getting away as he knew the bassist's instincts and pride were telling him to.

"No, Hyde, let me go," Tetsu said, his cheek pressed onto the couch as he started struggling again, "I don't want... You can't do this to me," he continued and had Hyde not known him as well as he did, he might have believed that Tetsu really was as distressed as he tried to sound. But as it was, he noticed just the right things - the slight shivers of excitement rippling through his body, and an even slighter flush of arousal to the bassist's cheeks - that spoke to him about what Tetsu really felt.

"Sure I can," he retorted mercilessly, "And you're going to take it and beg for more, like you always do."

Whatever band business there had been before was forgotten and left abandoned, scattered on the living room floor when Hyde made Tetsu stand up by tugging on his hair and then half pushed half dragged him towards his bedroom, absentmindedly saving the younger from tumbling to the ground a few times as he tripped over his own legs on the way there. But once they stepped into the room, he lowered the hopelessly struggling man to lie on his back on the ground himself, stepping over him towards his stash of things, knowing that Tetsu was most likely following him with fearful eyes, trying to read out what he was going to do. He ignored that and simply stared at the assortment available for him. Taking a few items he did not care to show to Tetsu before chucking them for the moment on the nearby bed, he approached the splayed out man with rope in hand and knelt beside him.

"It would be so much easier if you'd let me strip and tie you without any trouble for once, Tetchan," he whispered almost wistfully, gently caressing the leader's face, but only got another glare for his effort.

"Fuck you," was the bassist's answer, but Hyde only smiled wider. The younger man normally never swore, so when he did, Hyde knew he was getting through to him already. Maybe his little toy would break faster than expected today after all.

"Didn't think so," he said out loud and put the rope down for a while, swiftly trapping the bassist's legs under his own while he unzipped the leader's tight pants and unceremoniously dragged them down together with the underwear, leaving them at his ankles for the while to slightly impair his captive's movements further. He glanced up to see how Tetsu reacted to being exposed so quickly, but the younger man was stubbornly looking away from him, gritting his teeth as he was unable to do anything to stop the singer but did not want to give Hyde the gratification of seeing his embarrassment.

"Beautiful as always," the singer commented, more amused than annoyed about Tetsu's pitiful attempt of defiance, "And look, you're already aroused," he continued reaching towards the bassist's slightly hardening cock and stroking it a few times just because he could, "I don't know why you bother denying it, Tetchan, when we both know how much of a slut you really are. I haven't even really done anything yet and your cock is already begging for more attention."

As much as he tried to turn away, there was no way Tetsu could hide the hideous blush of mortification that colored his face at these words. That did not make Hyde pause before moving on to unbutton his shirt, leaving it hanging off his shoulders while his hands invasively slid over his muscular torso, as if reasserting his ownership of it and of Tetsu himself.

"It's not cold here, you know, Tetchan, you can't use that as an excuse for this," the singer commented as he started playing with the hardened nipples. "Your body is screaming out its desire already, you should do the same," he whispered as leaned down and licked one of the perked up nubs, "because I will make you, anyway," he said and then his teeth closed over the nipple and he bit down hard enough for Tetsu to arch up off the floor and a keening noise escape the previously stubbornly silent bassist.

"I'm not going to..." Tetsu gasped after the teeth let go and Hyde was marveling at the perfect indentations of his teeth that now marked the previously perfectly smooth skin. But the singer did it only for a moment before cutting off the bassist's latest words of resistance by flipping him over to his stomach again, making him hiss in pain when his own body pushed his hardening length against the hard floor and struggle to find a less torturous position. Hyde just let him writhe to his heart's content until he eventually stilled, having found a more comfortable position, and then the singer took out a small key from his back pocket.

He never really liked handcuffs and he knew Tetsu had very little love for the metal binding his wrists either (even after the bassist had let go his stubbornness and pride). But they were quick and did their job well enough until he had time to change them into less dangerous and far more elegant bindings. Which he did now, taking up the rope again and tying the well practiced knots until his pet was securely bound and lying completely powerless and naked at his mercy. Just where Hyde wanted him and, he knew, just where Tetsu wanted himself, whether he admitted it or not. He raked his finger's over the taut ass, spreading the ass-cheeks for good measure and teasing at the opening with his fingertips.

"Your hole looks, so lonely like this, Tetchan. As I thought, a whore like you should always have something stretching it out," the singer talked as he stretched back towards the bed and grabbed two items off of it, presenting them on the floor in front of the leader's face. "Which one, Tetchan?" he asked brightly, as if he was asking him to help him make a decision about a stage outfit instead of a toy to be inserted in his anus.

"Neither," the bassist ground out and Hyde tsked in disapproval.

"Come on, Tetchan, you know I will do it anyway, so you might as well make a choice while I let you," he chirped happily and cruelly and Tetsu seemed too struggle with himself for a few more moments before giving in.

"The butt plug," he mouthed barely audibly and Hyde tsked again.

"Too quiet, Tetchan," he said just as carelessly, but there was a note of demand in his voice now.

"The plug," the bassist forced out louder then, but Hyde was still not satisfied.

"Where are your manners?" He commented and Tetsu fidgeted. He obviously knew he was being played with and manipulated into submitting, but seemed to decide he was too far in to try to back out now and obeyed reluctantly.

"The plug. Please."

The smile returned to Hyde's face and he put away the other object - a vibrator - while bringing Tetsu's choice closer to his face.

"Lick it," he ordered and when Tetsu showed signs of refusing again, continuing, "It will be more painful to you otherwise."

Tetsu seemed to swallow down another retort and opened his mouth, running his tongue over the tip of the toy, gradually taking his licks lower and the plug somewhat into his mouth, using his saliva to cover it all. The singer groaned when he felt his own painfully hard arousal twitch in his pants and thought that Tetsu really did seem to be giving in quicker this time. It had been a while after their last tryst and Tetsu must be feeling it as acutely as Hyde was after all if his quickly dwindling resistance was anything to go by.

"Good boy," he said as a cue for Tetsu to stop, which the man did, immediately turning away and closing his eyes in shame. Hyde smiled again and reached for the lube. "You're such a good whore, Tetchan. And since you did such a good job, I'll even use this today."

As much as it was fun to see Tetsu's face contorted in pain, he was feeling generous today. Swiftly, he slicked up the toy, rendering Tetsu's earlier work unnecessary (but oh so good to see done) and put the plug against the leader's entrance.

"Ask for it," he commanded and Tetsu shook his head. Hyde immediately reached out his other hand to tangle in his hair and tugged his head back, painfully. "I said ask for it."

Tetsu tried to struggle in his bindings but it was no use. He wasn't given any choice. Just like always. His resolve visibly cracked.

"Put it in," he said, fighting tears of humiliation and arousal that came with the words, but even that wasn't enough and Hyde's grip tightened.

"You're forgetting something," he hissed and Tetsu mewled in pain.

"Put it inside me, Sir," he pleaded, but Hyde still didn't let go, "Please."

Finally, the singer released him and Tetsu pressed his forehead against the cool floor, bracing himself. And not a second too soon, because soon Hyde was pushing the thick plug in, watching the twitching ring of muscles try to keep it out for a while before even they gave in and the plug was moving slowly but steadily forward. Hyde moaned at the sight, it was so sexy watching the item being swallowed and Tetsu's body trembling at the same time, until, after the last push, it slipped completely inside and Tetsu moaned as well.

"So... full..." the bassist groaned, probably not even noticing he was talking out loud and the way his own body pushed backwards. The item that Hyde was still holding inched just the slightest bit forward for a moment and Tetsu's body tensed in pleasure as it reached the most sensitive place of all. But then Hyde let go and the pleasure was just out to the reach again. Tetsu groaned in frustration trying to push backwards again but it was no use anymore and he looked like he was crumbling already, falling down into the dark pit of his desires and Hyde grinned in victory. Today he was so easy to break, so quick to become eager to please. And Hyde will make sure Tetsu will go even lower for him, make sure to push him so far down into submission that he won't be able to do anything but beg to be used.

"Slut," he threw, when Tetsu wouldn't stop moving even after the singer stood up leaving him alone on the ground, "Stop rubbing your dick on the floor and make yourself useful, or I won't fuck you and leave you with your weeping cock rock hard and that plug in your hole until tomorrow after giving you a facial."

Tetsu stilled immediately, even though it was obvious he was trembling from restraint. Hyde harshly helped him get up until he was on his knees and then stepped back and sat down on the bed.

"Well, what will you do to convince me to do you?" he asked bluntly and he could see the last struggle going on in Tetsu's mind, between his pride and his needs. He had no worries about which would win out in the end and was soon proved right and pleased to see Tetsu moving towards him on his knees, stopping just beside him.

"I only have my mouth... Sir," the bassist started haltingly, looking at the ground, "Would you be so kind as to let me suck your cock? I promise I'll make it good, Master, would it please you?"

Tetsu's voice got louder with every word as he shook off his hesitance and shame and replaced them with humbleness instead.

"Since you beg so nicely," Hyde conceded coldly, undid the button of his pants, his cock burning painfully at the thought that it might be soon freed from its confines, and spread his legs in invitation, "you may blow me, Tetchan."

"Thank you, Sir," Tetsu said and moved to kneel between his legs, bowing to place a kiss on Hyde's hardness through the material of his pants before starting on the task of unzipping them with his mouth alone, as his arms were bound securely behind his back. After he got through that hurdle, he carefully captured the waistband of Hyde's boxers with his teeth and lowered it until Hyde's cock popped free in all its naked glory right in front of his face. Tetsu took a deep breath, letting the musky scent invade his lungs and then opened his mouth, his eyes blazing with desire as he leaned forward and took the hardness into his mouth. Hyde moaned in pleasure, letting the man at his feet know he was pleased and did not hold back any sounds of approval afterward, as Tetsu began sucking and bobbing his head up and down the length. Hyde leaned back on his arms, looking down through partly closed eyes as Tetsu aimed to please him, his breath growing shallower with every time Tetsu sucked harder or hummed to give him more wonderful sensations. But then suddenly Tetsu moved off his cock and Hyde's eyes shot open wider at the unexpectedness even as Tetsu continued to place licks and kisses on his arousal as if in an apology.

"I'm so sorry, Sir," the bassist whispered, his voice tinted with what sounded like honest regret and his breath pleasantly ghosting over Hyde's wet erection, "I'm not good enough with my mouth only. If Master would only be generous enough, he'd push me down further so I would please him more..." he trailed off with the suggestion, rubbing his face against Hyde's groin at the same time.

"Even if I make you choke on my dick?" Hyde gasped out a rough question, knowing the answer already because he knew Tetsu was able to go down further by himself and was only asking because he wanted to be forced and wanted to feel even more powerless.

"Whatever would make Master happy," Tetsu answered back sufficiently humbly, but even through his arousal Hyde noticed the dazed and hungry look that went over his eyes at the words. It was enough for him to sit up straighter so he could use one of his hands to go to the back of Tetsu's head, curling at the nape of his neck, and push his mouth down on his cock without any more warning, groaning in pleasure as he went further now than Tetsu did before, sliding inside until he felt the tight walls of Tetsu's throat constricting around him and then suddenly just a bit more, until he was buried to the base of his sizable cock. Not quite ready for that yet, Tetsu gagged a little. Hyde groaned at the sensation, actually waiting until the younger man started to choke before withdrawing just a bit to let him compose himself and brushing away the tears that had sprung into the bassist's eyes with the fingers of his other hand.

"I always give you what you ask for, don't I?" he asked tauntingly and then waited until he felt Tetsu recover and start sucking again before he started to move his head up and down his own dick, torn between enjoying the obscene sight of him sliding in and out the bassist's mouth and just throwing his head back and losing himself to the sensation. It didn't matter much anyway, because either way he was getting closer and closer to his relief, feeling it building at the bottom of his stomach and his hold on Tetsu's head wavered as he gave up on controlling it all and left it up to Tetsu to fulfill his promise of making it good for him. And even when his hand fell on the bassist's shoulder, his fingers digging painfully in but otherwise leaving Tetsu free to move as he wanted, the younger man continued to receive him deep inside, ignoring the bruising pain he must have been feeling, concentrating on bringing Hyde to his release. Or so it seemed, but then he suddenly came up again and released the arousal from his mouth just when Hyde felt himself tensing up.

"How do you want to come, Sir?" Tetsu asked gasping and coughing a bit, before Hyde could glare or snarl at him for stopping, "Should I drink it up like a good whore that's thirsty for your cum or get it dribbling dirtily down my face?"

Sometimes, Hyde didn't know which made him hornier - Tetsu's actions or his words when he let go. In any case, he didn't bother answering the lewd question with his words, too close to his orgasm to find the coordination needed to move his tongue and just grabbed a handful of Tetsu's hair again, dragging his head forward close enough to his groin that when he wrapped his other hand around his cock, he could make the man flinch by hitting his face a few times with his cock before starting to pump himself, almost desperately, searching for release and finding it only a few strokes later, his seed shooting onto the willing face of his friend who caught some of the cum by opening his mouth and moaned as he swallowed it, licking his lips afterward, all under the heated gaze of the singer who leaned back on his hands again for a while, struggling to recover for a good few of minutes.

"You've been so good today, Tetchan," Hyde panted when he was able again, running his fingers through Tetsu's hair and petting him as the younger man continued to kneel between his legs, his head now resting on the singer's thighs so that his face was incredibly close to Hyde's groin, the specks of the older man's release sliding down his flushed cheeks, slowly drying. The sight was so sinfully sexy and dirty that Hyde knew he wouldn't need much before he was ready for another round.

"You were so good, in fact, that you even get to choose what we'll do next," he continued with unprecedented generosity. But as liberating as the words might have sounded, Hyde knew he was not really giving anything up. At the state Tetsu was in, Hyde knew the bassist's wishes were a reflection of his own. If anything, it was always a treat to hear Tetsu voice them out loud.

"Fuck me, Sir, please, I want your cock inside me," Tetsu requested not hesitating for even a moment, his voice scratchy and hoarse from the abuse that his throat went through just moments before. Hyde only now recovered enough to notice that the bassist was not actually sitting completely still but was moving his hips slightly, obviously trying to work the plug that was still in him impossibly deeper somehow, so it would give him the pleasure he had been deprived of. He considered ordering him to stop, but the sight of an act so desperate and wanton did wonders in readying him for the follow up.

"Specifics, Tetchan, I want specifics," he murmured absentmindedly moving a hand to fondle his still half-hard cock. This time Tetsu did stop to think. He was never really given the ability and freedom to choose before and it was obvious he was a little stumped with what to do with it now that he had it. Hyde observed as Tetsu's eyes glazed over with the possibilities and knew that whatever requests would come will only be limited by what Tetsu would not be too embarrassed to say, because receiving the choice seemed to make Tetsu revert a little back and return to reality, remember what it was like to be ashamed.

"I.." he started finally, dazed, "On the floor, I want you to fuck me on the floor, on my back, with my legs spread out, hard and fast. I wish you'd pound into me so strong that my back would bruise."

"I would break your arms," Hyde pointed out, but it was obvious from his tone that he was pleased with what he was hearing.

"Tie them to my ankles instead," was the suggested solution, without any delay, the bassist now noticing the movement of Hyde's hand and staring lustily while Hyde continued touching himself, swallowing with difficulty before continuing, "I would be even more helpless then, spread out for you like a slut, just how I should be."

Hyde groaned at that, letting go his steadily hardening arousal and pushing Tetsu back to the ground, sliding down from the bed himself to undo his previously tied bindings. A minute later, Tetsu was free and rubbing his wrists a little. Hyde waited, slightly curious to see if Tetsu would try to escape now, but was pleasantly surprised when the leader voluntary lied down completely after a few moments, without being prompted to, and bent his legs until he could reach his ankles with his hands, docilely getting into the perfect position for Hyde to tie him up the way he had suggested it himself. Hyde felt himself get even more aroused at the act of perfect submissiveness and rewarded the bassist by not wasting time before securing his limbs to one another. A few minutes later Tetsu was already tied up, lying on his back and spreading his legs as much as he could, exposing himself completely.

Hyde simply looked down for a while, enjoying the view. The base of the anal-plug was very visible, as was Tetsu's arousal, pulsing and leaking precum, lying flush on his flat stomach.

"So pretty and so wanton," he whispered after a while, moving to get into position after grabbing the previously discarded lube and stroking himself until he was hard again and slicked up, "And mine. All of you. Always."

He reached between Tetsu's legs and started removing the toy from his body, tortuously slowly, just to see Tetsu writhe some more at the weird and uncomfortable sensation. Eventually, the plug slipped free and Hyde let the breath he'd unintentionally been holding out just as Tetsu moaned in relief.

"Please, Master," Tetsu begged when Hyde finally aligned himself to his entrance but paused without entering. He was impatient and shivering with need, "I need it so bad. Fuck me now, ple---"

Hyde lunged forward and impaled Tetsu in one fluid motion, thrusting inside so hard that it immediately knocked the air out of Tetsu's lungs and made him wince as he was pushed down into the floor. Every succeeding thrust was no less powerful, only more. But Tetsu was moaning both at the pain and the pleasure, a wild look on his face and pleas for more that made Hyde's blood boil. He leant over to lick at Tetsu's neck and then bite down, marking him as his, hard enough to draw blood and make Tetsu scream out in pain.

"You...rs..." Tetsu moaned between the thrusts, echoing his thoughts and Hyde felt more than saw the bassist struggle in his bindings, as if wishing his hands to be free so he could hold Hyde closer to himself. It made Hyde feel drunk with the power he held and the helplessness that Tetsu was left with.

One of Hyde's hands sneaked between their bodies and wrapped around the bassist's burning arousal, giving him the touch that he so craved. He knew it wouldn't take long, not even for him, not even when it as his second release, not when it felt so good and Tetsu was looking so deliciously desperate and moaning so loudly and unreservedly. He quickened his pace even more and he knew that there would be bruises on the bassist's back later, but he didn't care and Tetsu obviously didn't either as it only meant that he got even more pleasure as the singer was now hitting his prostate on every thrust, sending intense bursts of ecstasy through his battered body and finally granting Tetsu the release that probably felt long overdue

The bassist cried out as his release spurted between their bodies, mostly covering his own belly, moaning while Hyde thrust in him searching for his own climax and silently trembling in appreciation when the singer eventually found it and filled him with incredible warmth.



"Don't... Don't force me..." Tetsu whispered some time later when, sated and exhausted, they were lying down together on the bed, breathing deeply near each other's ears. And instead of frowning at what people would think to be a belated words of resistance, Hyde smiled tiredly, because he knew how that sentence was supposed to be finished.

Don't force me to choose.

"I'll use you even more thoroughly then," he whispered back in a warning and Tetsu shook his head in a way that could be interpreted both as trying to say no, I don't mind that and no, I don't want that.

"Please..." he said and Hyde closed his eyes, satisfied.

Please do.

Date: 2010-09-12 06:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] radhaj.livejournal.com
*revives* Thank you so much :) ♥ I'm really happy you love him because it's not really easy for me to write him as one :D

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