To Submit, extra no.1
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radhajTitle: To Submit
Pairings: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Not mine, unfortunately.
Warnings: An MS relationship and everything that comes with it.
Note: For more details, check out the previous parts, starting with this. Also, these extras will be even more focused on smex than the story was, just so you know :/
Extra no.1
Never before had Hyde felt so wonderful and content just by lying beside another person, speaking of anything and everything at the same time, enjoying the freedom of being able to do absolutely nothing for the whole day if they so wished.
He and Tetsu retreated to do just that immediately after eating breakfast that day. Right now, which felt like and probably was hours later, he was lying curled up to the bassist's side, listening to the bassist humming a familiar melody and enjoying the fingers running through his hair, as words had already run out and they were lying in relative silence. If he had been a cat, he would have certainly been purring right then. As it was, he was left with no other choice but to find other ways to show his appreciation and every once in a while, a sound of enjoyment formed in his throat and was allowed to escape.
"If you continue making those sounds, I don't think we'll continue to just lie for much longer," Tetsu whispered after a few more minutes and Hyde allowed himself a small smirk.
"What makes you think that isn't exactly what I want?" he asked, turning to look up at the blond man and saw that the bassist was smirking down at him as well, not at all surprised at his answer.
"Nothing at all. I just wanted to hear you say that, love," he said and leaned down to place a quick kiss on his lips. "I have every intention of taking up your offer from this morning, you know."
"I wouldn't have it any other way," Hyde answered and raised a hand to run his fingers down the younger man's face, before dropping it back to his side and looking into his eyes a little expectantly, but in no way pushing. He did not joke that morning and everything he had said had been said from his heart - he wanted and needed to dive right into the relationship, experience as much of it as possible while they had this opportunity. So he slowly let himself sink into the frame of mind where he knew that it was not up to him to decide if he got what he wanted or not, where his every cell and every part of his soul depended on Tetsu's wishes.
Fortunately for him, his and Tetsu's desires were the same that moment and a minute later he was already lying under the weight of the bassist, a place which he was starting to find familiar, and giving Tetsu's tongue entrance into his mouth, sighing in pleasure as he surrendered it for the bassist's exploration. He moved his tongue in response, but it was timid and only in acknowledgment of the dominance the bassist held over him, not challenging it in any way.
"You're perfect, pet," Tetsu said after the kiss ended and that was exactly what Hyde needed to give up the last of his control in his mind and completely submit to the bassist's will. "You learn so quickly. But there are still so many things I need you to understand," Tetsu continued, stroking the singer's sides gently.
"Then please teach me, Master," was Hyde's response to that but hearing it, Tetsu put a finger over his lips.
"First lesson for today is not to talk unless I tell you to or ask a direct question," he said rather sternly and Hyde immediately closed his mouth. "The second one is to listen to every word that I say and obey, no matter how difficult it might be sometimes. Do you understand?"
"Yes, Master," Hyde answered meekly, lowering his eyes.
"For now, just lie here and don't move," Tetsu said then and left the bed. Hyde did not dare to move a muscle and so he didn't see what the bassist was doing as he moved around the room, but it sounded like he was looking for something. Whatever it was, he was done quite quickly and returned to the singer's side only a few seconds later, putting whatever it was he brought away on the bed for a moment and starting another unhurried make-out session, showering the singer's face with kisses while his hands busied themselves with freeing the vocalist from his shirt and throwing the no longer needed clothes article away. Since nothing was obstructing his access to it any longer, Tetsu ran his hands over the singer's upper body, his fingers giving extra attention to the parts of Hyde that were bearing his marks, making the singer mewl every time he touched the slightly sore patches of skin.
He moved downwards then, his mouth descending to lather the singer's chest with licks and kisses and sucking on his nipples, making the singer stifle a gasp and restrain himself from arching his back towards the bassist's mouth.
"No talking, but no withholding sounds either," Tetsu reminded him as he withdrew a little to take off the rest of the singer's clothes. Throwing them away as well he continued to caress Hyde's legs, kissing a path up his inner thigh, grazing his teeth a little along the delicate skin before repeating the action on the other leg and Hyde groaned in pleasure, his legs automatically inching apart a little bit to give him better access. Tetsu rewarded him by slinking a bit higher and giving his half hard member a sensuous lick and Hyde's toes curled up in expectation and pleasure. But that was all the attention that Tetsu bestowed on that particular part of Hyde's anatomy, moving on almost immediately to rise to the singer's level again and look into his eyes before sitting up, straddling the tiny man's waist and grabbing around for what he put away before.
"Lift your hands above your head," he ordered and Hyde immediately did as told, shivering in anticipation when he saw that Tetsu was holding two silken scarves in his hands. He felt his heart thump pleasantly in his chest when a scarf was tied firmly around his wrist and then roughly tugged even higher and to the side so Tetsu could figure out how to fasten the other end of it to the wooden head-post. When done, the bassist picked up the other scarf and Hyde submissively offered him his other wrist to be dealt with in the same matter. When that was done as well, he experimentally tugged on his restraints to find that they were tight enough to give him virtually no possibility to move his hands and looked back at the man above him, waiting compliantly and eagerly for what the bassist would decide to do then. Before revealing that though, Tetsu lifted away from him.
"Raise your legs, pet, and spread them for me, so I can fuck you hard and fast if I want to," Tetsu commanded as he gazed lustily down and Hyde's cock twitched to full hardness at the lewd command before he did as told and moved until he was in a position that provided the bassist with a best view possible to any part of his body that the younger man could have wanted to roam his eyes upon.
"Wonderful, pet, you look so wanton like this. Do you like how you're so helpless before me?" Tetsu asked, one of his hands playing with Hyde's nipple again, making the singer pant and moan.
"Yes, Master. I feel like I'm completely yours right now," he whimpered when Tetsu's fingertips barely brushed over his cock and then fondled his balls.
"That's because you are mine now, pet," Tetsu said, starting to touch his cock in tortuously slow, teasing strokes, "You belong to me and care only about me. I can do whatever I want to you because I own you, isn't that right?
"Yes, Master, please use me as you like," Hyde answered breathlessly, spreading his legs even more and Tetsu's fingers let go his teased and pulsing cock to dip lowed and go still at his opening, rubbing at it slightly and then pushing slightly to put only the very tip of one finger inside for a few moments before withdrawing.
"Oh I will, pet," he said and took the lube that he also brought with himself before, squirting a fair amount of it onto his fingers, before bringing the digits back to Hyde's entrance and slipping the first one unceremoniously inside, making the singer startle a little and clench up on him because of the unexpected coolness. "Relax, pet, it's just fingers for now," the bassist whispered and waited no longer to push the second finger to join the first one.
The roughness of it was already familiar to Hyde, but it was the first time they used lube so it was weird to suddenly feel so much wetness helping the process along. But the pleasure he felt from the digits moving inside of him and the slight pain that it caused made him forget about it and just enjoy the moment, especially when the third finger wormed it's way inside just as relentlessly and unexpectedly as the ones before. It took all of his self-control to refrain from begging for more, remembering he didn't have the right to talk, and he unconsciously struggled in his binds, not in a real desire to get free, but because he wished he could use his hands and his lips to convince Tetsu to just move along faster.
Luckily for him, Tetsu did not seem to be in a mood for dwindling any more than he was, pushing his fingers inside of him in unison for a few more times, each time reaching a little bit deeper, before removing them altogether. Hyde groaned in a slight disappointment at the loss, but knew he could expect something much bigger and much better to take their place and fill the emptiness inside of him when the bassist hurriedly lowered his own pants just enough to slick his own cock with lube and then positioned himself at his entrance, holding down his legs in a way that almost hurt.
"Tell me how much you want this, pet," Tetsu whispered as he stopped with his member resting on top of Hyde's pulsing opening, making the singer let out keening sounds of frustration.
"I want it, oh please, please tell me you'll give it to me!" the vocalist babbled when he was allowed to, "I need it so bad, I just hope I deserve to receive you inside me, Master."
Tetsu smirked at that and dug his nails further into Hyde's legs, loving it when Hyde hissed in pain.
"That was good enough for now, pet," he said and then suddenly pushed forward, impaling Hyde in one, fast, merciless thrust. The singer shouted in both pain and pleasure, his hands hopelessly tugging at the restraints again and he tried not to let an endless string of "more" and "thank you" and "harder" escape his lips when Tetsu pounded into him, letting the obscene sounds that their lubed joining was making echo in the room instead, together with wet slaps of their bodies that resounded every time Tetsu thrust in, bringing him wonderful friction and addictive twinges of pain, as well as the unfamiliar sensation of Tetsu's clothes brushing against him as well.
"You. Can. Speak. Now." Tetsu said between the thrusts and Hyde did, letting the words out in a meaningless babble, begging for more even as the bassist increased the strength with every thrust. His cock pulsed, abandoned, between their bodies and Hyde wondered if he was allowed to ask for some attention to it before his desperation and need made the decision for him and the plea burst through his lips:
"Please, Master, please touch me, oh God, I... I..." he begged and to his relief, Tetsu indulged him, wrapping a hand around his throbbing length, but only loosely and moving it slowly. However that was enough for the singer at the time and he knew that the bassist had to be nearing his own climax as well so he begged again, just as he knew he was supposed to.
"I... want to come, Master, please may I come?" he almost sobbed, feeling the orgasm creeping up to him.
"No," Tetsu said, and it was so unexpected that Hyde did not register the short word at first, but when he did, his eyes shot open and he looked at the man on top of him in disbelief, "No, don't come. I want you to hold it in," the bassist reaffirmed as he continued to fuck him without the slightest pause and Hyde realized with a pang that his Master was serious. Tears of frustration came into his eyes as he concentrated on restraining the pleasure he felt, instead of seeking it out and sweat rolled in heavy drops down his body as he struggled to hold himself away from release, the hand moving on his cock proving to be a maddening torture now instead of a blessing like before. The length inside of him hitting his prostate every once in a while became a curse as well and he trembled with the effort to do as told, especially when Tetsu had no qualms about reaching his own orgasm and released with a grunt inside of him, filling him with the wonderful warmth of his seed, making him feel even more wet down there.
Finally, the torturing hand stilled and moved away from his weeping arousal, but Hyde was still incredibly tense, feeling like if he'd relax for just a moment, he'd still tumble over the edge, even after the bassist withdrew from him, leaving him horribly and drippingly empty. Tears rolled down from his eyes and he looked up at his lover, trying to communicate a question 'Why?'
"You have to know that your asking for permission is not just for show," Tetsu explained with a small apology in his tone but his voice did not waver as he brushed the tears away. "I can choose to not give you release and you have to know to appreciate it every time I do. Do you understand?"
Hyde nodded, whimpering.
"Answer out loud, pet," the bassist scolded and Hyde swallowed down another sob.
"Yes, Master, I understand," he said obediently, still trembling, the need for release clouding most of his mind.
"That's good, love," the blond man above him continued gently, "Try to breathe deeply and distane yourself away from the need. This is what I want from you, so that's what you have to want as well," he continued to whisper soothingly and Hyde tried to do as he said. Closing his eyes he took deep breaths and told himself that his Master wanted him to hold it in and not receive the pleasure from this so it had to be his pleasure to not get it. Eventually, Tetsu rolled away from him and he could lower his legs and concentrate on taking control of himself. He felt the bassist start petting him, which shouldn't have really helped but it calmed him somehow and though the need was still present, it buzzed in his mind much more quietly now instead of pulsing through his very being and he could open his eyes again without tears of being denied flooding into them immediately.
"You did great, pet," Tetsu praised him, smiling and kissing his temple, "I'm so proud that you managed to do this on the first time. I would have hated so much to have to punish you," he continued lovingly and Hyde smiled as well, feeling pride himself at pleasing the other man.
"I'll untie your hands now, do you think you'll be able to restrain yourself from touching yourself?" Tetsu asked then and Hyde had to think about it for a second before managing to nod honestly.
"Yes, Master," he said, remembering to just in time and Tetsu did as he promised, lovingly soothing his wrists with kisses after untying them, massaging some feeling back into them.
"You got burns," the bassist commented with some concern after inspecting them, "Maybe I shouldn't have tied them so tightly on the first time," he muttered and though Hyde wanted to reassure him that he did not mind it at all, it hadn't been a question so he stayed quiet.
"That ointment I used on you before should help with this as well," Tetsu continued, gently making him sit up, "I know it doesn't look like much, but those can be really irritating," he said and placed a kiss on the top of the singer's head before standing up and straightening his clothes. "Stay here while I go find it," he muttered again and left.
Hyde heard him walk unhurriedly to the other room and sat back on his calves, stilling himself for the wait. Arousal and need still hummed under his skin and he was suddenly overwhelmed by the thought of how easy it would be to just dip a hand between his legs and bring himself over the still incredibly close edge, giving himself the relief that he so desperately craved. Before he could stop himself, his hand was already moving towards his proudly standing penis and his fingers curled around the length. It would be so easy to just move it, he was sure it would be over even before Tetsu could return and stop him...
The thought of the bassist went through him, shocking him like electricity and he let go again, planting his hand back firmly to his side, tears pooling into his eyes again. He could not do it. He could not defy the other man, at this point he would not bear disappointing him like this anymore...
Only moments later he heard steps nearing the room again and he looked up when Tetsu entered it, a familiar tube and some bandages in his hand and a strange look in his eyes that cleared up as soon as his gaze fell on the sitting man. He walked to Hyde then, dropping the items he brought a little to the side before gathering the small man into his arms.
"You did not disobey me and take the chance to get yourself off," he whispered, pride once again entering his tone and Hyde couldn't help it, he broke down in tears again and spoke before even the lack of permission could stop him.
"But I wanted to so much, Master. I'm so sorry, I even touched myself," he sobbed into the blond's shoulder, but the bassist just shushed him, rocking him gently in his embrace.
"But you didn't, and that's the important thing right now," he murmured softly, cradling the smaller body for a few minutes until Hyde calmed down again and the slowly let go. "Give me your hands now, pet," he commanded and Hyde forced himself to do as told. He sat still while Tetsu did his thing, covering the marks with plenty of ointment before wrapping each wrist gently but securely with bandages. "Does it hurt?" the bassist asked and Hyde shook his head.
"I'm fine, Tetsu-sama," he said and let himself smile when Tetsu kissed a path up his arm in response, stopping at his neck and nibbling pleasantly on the skin there, making him moan again. He was still so aroused that he needed very little for his body to fill with anticipation, but all Tetsu did was guide him back to lie down and shower him with attention that was more loving than arousing. It was a sweet torture for the singer, but he enjoyed every minute of it, lying pliant like a doll for what seemed like an eternity before the touches began turning more insistent again and he felt himself responding to them.
Suddenly Tetsu was above him again and without a warning a finger slipped inside the still stretched opening of the singer, making him gasp and spasm around it, almost coming from the unexpectedness of it alone but managing to control himself in time, avoiding a release hat would have probably been very unsatisfying. The digit started moving inside of him and Hyde started moaning and moving down onto it, gripping at it with his muscles without even realizing it, not wanting to let it go again before getting what he needed, but uncertain if he should really expect it even now.
"Ask for it again now, pet," Tetsu whispered as he continued moving the finger in and out and Hyde gasped again.
"I... Please, Master, please let me come!" he begged unashamedly and desperately, unable to imagine what it would be like to be denied once again. "I can't wait any longer, please, I beg you..."
Tetsu gave him another finger then and moved them suddenly deeper, hitting his prostate and making him groan and quiver with restraint for a few more moments before speaking.
"Then come, pet, you have my permission," he allowed and stroked Hyde's most sensitive spot a few times in a quick succession and the singer burst with a wail of pleasure, his seed spurting over his stomach violently. It felt like the most intense orgasm Hyde had ever felt before in his life and it didn't seem to end, the stars in his eyes blindingly bright and he felt dizzy, almost passing out when it finally ended and he slumped down in a blissful contentment, the fingers in him stopping only then. He panted, trying to regain his breath for a long time before he was finally able to stop wheezing for air and actually see once he opened his eyes. Tetsu was looking at him with a familiar smile on his face.
"You actually came without being touched. From my fingers alone," he said, almost marveling at the fact and Hyde blushed, looking away in embarrassment at the strange praise.
"Thank you, Master," he said eventually, "That was probably the best thing I've ever felt in my life."
Tetsu chuckled and kissed his sweat soaked forehead.
"Let me assure you this won't be the last time you feel this way," he said wrapping his arms around the singer, ignoring the fact that he was soiling the clothes that he was still wearing."Do you want to rest a bit?" he asked then, petting the air that was almost completely wet from sweat.
"Only if you want me to," Hyde answered automatically, even though he felt like his body would soon shut down on its own from exhaustion. Tetsu obviously realized that and smiled even wider.
"Rest, love," he said, and it only took a few minuets before soft and silent snores began to fill the room.
Pairings: Tetsu x Hyde
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Not mine, unfortunately.
Warnings: An MS relationship and everything that comes with it.
Note: For more details, check out the previous parts, starting with this. Also, these extras will be even more focused on smex than the story was, just so you know :/
Extra no.1
Never before had Hyde felt so wonderful and content just by lying beside another person, speaking of anything and everything at the same time, enjoying the freedom of being able to do absolutely nothing for the whole day if they so wished.
He and Tetsu retreated to do just that immediately after eating breakfast that day. Right now, which felt like and probably was hours later, he was lying curled up to the bassist's side, listening to the bassist humming a familiar melody and enjoying the fingers running through his hair, as words had already run out and they were lying in relative silence. If he had been a cat, he would have certainly been purring right then. As it was, he was left with no other choice but to find other ways to show his appreciation and every once in a while, a sound of enjoyment formed in his throat and was allowed to escape.
"If you continue making those sounds, I don't think we'll continue to just lie for much longer," Tetsu whispered after a few more minutes and Hyde allowed himself a small smirk.
"What makes you think that isn't exactly what I want?" he asked, turning to look up at the blond man and saw that the bassist was smirking down at him as well, not at all surprised at his answer.
"Nothing at all. I just wanted to hear you say that, love," he said and leaned down to place a quick kiss on his lips. "I have every intention of taking up your offer from this morning, you know."
"I wouldn't have it any other way," Hyde answered and raised a hand to run his fingers down the younger man's face, before dropping it back to his side and looking into his eyes a little expectantly, but in no way pushing. He did not joke that morning and everything he had said had been said from his heart - he wanted and needed to dive right into the relationship, experience as much of it as possible while they had this opportunity. So he slowly let himself sink into the frame of mind where he knew that it was not up to him to decide if he got what he wanted or not, where his every cell and every part of his soul depended on Tetsu's wishes.
Fortunately for him, his and Tetsu's desires were the same that moment and a minute later he was already lying under the weight of the bassist, a place which he was starting to find familiar, and giving Tetsu's tongue entrance into his mouth, sighing in pleasure as he surrendered it for the bassist's exploration. He moved his tongue in response, but it was timid and only in acknowledgment of the dominance the bassist held over him, not challenging it in any way.
"You're perfect, pet," Tetsu said after the kiss ended and that was exactly what Hyde needed to give up the last of his control in his mind and completely submit to the bassist's will. "You learn so quickly. But there are still so many things I need you to understand," Tetsu continued, stroking the singer's sides gently.
"Then please teach me, Master," was Hyde's response to that but hearing it, Tetsu put a finger over his lips.
"First lesson for today is not to talk unless I tell you to or ask a direct question," he said rather sternly and Hyde immediately closed his mouth. "The second one is to listen to every word that I say and obey, no matter how difficult it might be sometimes. Do you understand?"
"Yes, Master," Hyde answered meekly, lowering his eyes.
"For now, just lie here and don't move," Tetsu said then and left the bed. Hyde did not dare to move a muscle and so he didn't see what the bassist was doing as he moved around the room, but it sounded like he was looking for something. Whatever it was, he was done quite quickly and returned to the singer's side only a few seconds later, putting whatever it was he brought away on the bed for a moment and starting another unhurried make-out session, showering the singer's face with kisses while his hands busied themselves with freeing the vocalist from his shirt and throwing the no longer needed clothes article away. Since nothing was obstructing his access to it any longer, Tetsu ran his hands over the singer's upper body, his fingers giving extra attention to the parts of Hyde that were bearing his marks, making the singer mewl every time he touched the slightly sore patches of skin.
He moved downwards then, his mouth descending to lather the singer's chest with licks and kisses and sucking on his nipples, making the singer stifle a gasp and restrain himself from arching his back towards the bassist's mouth.
"No talking, but no withholding sounds either," Tetsu reminded him as he withdrew a little to take off the rest of the singer's clothes. Throwing them away as well he continued to caress Hyde's legs, kissing a path up his inner thigh, grazing his teeth a little along the delicate skin before repeating the action on the other leg and Hyde groaned in pleasure, his legs automatically inching apart a little bit to give him better access. Tetsu rewarded him by slinking a bit higher and giving his half hard member a sensuous lick and Hyde's toes curled up in expectation and pleasure. But that was all the attention that Tetsu bestowed on that particular part of Hyde's anatomy, moving on almost immediately to rise to the singer's level again and look into his eyes before sitting up, straddling the tiny man's waist and grabbing around for what he put away before.
"Lift your hands above your head," he ordered and Hyde immediately did as told, shivering in anticipation when he saw that Tetsu was holding two silken scarves in his hands. He felt his heart thump pleasantly in his chest when a scarf was tied firmly around his wrist and then roughly tugged even higher and to the side so Tetsu could figure out how to fasten the other end of it to the wooden head-post. When done, the bassist picked up the other scarf and Hyde submissively offered him his other wrist to be dealt with in the same matter. When that was done as well, he experimentally tugged on his restraints to find that they were tight enough to give him virtually no possibility to move his hands and looked back at the man above him, waiting compliantly and eagerly for what the bassist would decide to do then. Before revealing that though, Tetsu lifted away from him.
"Raise your legs, pet, and spread them for me, so I can fuck you hard and fast if I want to," Tetsu commanded as he gazed lustily down and Hyde's cock twitched to full hardness at the lewd command before he did as told and moved until he was in a position that provided the bassist with a best view possible to any part of his body that the younger man could have wanted to roam his eyes upon.
"Wonderful, pet, you look so wanton like this. Do you like how you're so helpless before me?" Tetsu asked, one of his hands playing with Hyde's nipple again, making the singer pant and moan.
"Yes, Master. I feel like I'm completely yours right now," he whimpered when Tetsu's fingertips barely brushed over his cock and then fondled his balls.
"That's because you are mine now, pet," Tetsu said, starting to touch his cock in tortuously slow, teasing strokes, "You belong to me and care only about me. I can do whatever I want to you because I own you, isn't that right?
"Yes, Master, please use me as you like," Hyde answered breathlessly, spreading his legs even more and Tetsu's fingers let go his teased and pulsing cock to dip lowed and go still at his opening, rubbing at it slightly and then pushing slightly to put only the very tip of one finger inside for a few moments before withdrawing.
"Oh I will, pet," he said and took the lube that he also brought with himself before, squirting a fair amount of it onto his fingers, before bringing the digits back to Hyde's entrance and slipping the first one unceremoniously inside, making the singer startle a little and clench up on him because of the unexpected coolness. "Relax, pet, it's just fingers for now," the bassist whispered and waited no longer to push the second finger to join the first one.
The roughness of it was already familiar to Hyde, but it was the first time they used lube so it was weird to suddenly feel so much wetness helping the process along. But the pleasure he felt from the digits moving inside of him and the slight pain that it caused made him forget about it and just enjoy the moment, especially when the third finger wormed it's way inside just as relentlessly and unexpectedly as the ones before. It took all of his self-control to refrain from begging for more, remembering he didn't have the right to talk, and he unconsciously struggled in his binds, not in a real desire to get free, but because he wished he could use his hands and his lips to convince Tetsu to just move along faster.
Luckily for him, Tetsu did not seem to be in a mood for dwindling any more than he was, pushing his fingers inside of him in unison for a few more times, each time reaching a little bit deeper, before removing them altogether. Hyde groaned in a slight disappointment at the loss, but knew he could expect something much bigger and much better to take their place and fill the emptiness inside of him when the bassist hurriedly lowered his own pants just enough to slick his own cock with lube and then positioned himself at his entrance, holding down his legs in a way that almost hurt.
"Tell me how much you want this, pet," Tetsu whispered as he stopped with his member resting on top of Hyde's pulsing opening, making the singer let out keening sounds of frustration.
"I want it, oh please, please tell me you'll give it to me!" the vocalist babbled when he was allowed to, "I need it so bad, I just hope I deserve to receive you inside me, Master."
Tetsu smirked at that and dug his nails further into Hyde's legs, loving it when Hyde hissed in pain.
"That was good enough for now, pet," he said and then suddenly pushed forward, impaling Hyde in one, fast, merciless thrust. The singer shouted in both pain and pleasure, his hands hopelessly tugging at the restraints again and he tried not to let an endless string of "more" and "thank you" and "harder" escape his lips when Tetsu pounded into him, letting the obscene sounds that their lubed joining was making echo in the room instead, together with wet slaps of their bodies that resounded every time Tetsu thrust in, bringing him wonderful friction and addictive twinges of pain, as well as the unfamiliar sensation of Tetsu's clothes brushing against him as well.
"You. Can. Speak. Now." Tetsu said between the thrusts and Hyde did, letting the words out in a meaningless babble, begging for more even as the bassist increased the strength with every thrust. His cock pulsed, abandoned, between their bodies and Hyde wondered if he was allowed to ask for some attention to it before his desperation and need made the decision for him and the plea burst through his lips:
"Please, Master, please touch me, oh God, I... I..." he begged and to his relief, Tetsu indulged him, wrapping a hand around his throbbing length, but only loosely and moving it slowly. However that was enough for the singer at the time and he knew that the bassist had to be nearing his own climax as well so he begged again, just as he knew he was supposed to.
"I... want to come, Master, please may I come?" he almost sobbed, feeling the orgasm creeping up to him.
"No," Tetsu said, and it was so unexpected that Hyde did not register the short word at first, but when he did, his eyes shot open and he looked at the man on top of him in disbelief, "No, don't come. I want you to hold it in," the bassist reaffirmed as he continued to fuck him without the slightest pause and Hyde realized with a pang that his Master was serious. Tears of frustration came into his eyes as he concentrated on restraining the pleasure he felt, instead of seeking it out and sweat rolled in heavy drops down his body as he struggled to hold himself away from release, the hand moving on his cock proving to be a maddening torture now instead of a blessing like before. The length inside of him hitting his prostate every once in a while became a curse as well and he trembled with the effort to do as told, especially when Tetsu had no qualms about reaching his own orgasm and released with a grunt inside of him, filling him with the wonderful warmth of his seed, making him feel even more wet down there.
Finally, the torturing hand stilled and moved away from his weeping arousal, but Hyde was still incredibly tense, feeling like if he'd relax for just a moment, he'd still tumble over the edge, even after the bassist withdrew from him, leaving him horribly and drippingly empty. Tears rolled down from his eyes and he looked up at his lover, trying to communicate a question 'Why?'
"You have to know that your asking for permission is not just for show," Tetsu explained with a small apology in his tone but his voice did not waver as he brushed the tears away. "I can choose to not give you release and you have to know to appreciate it every time I do. Do you understand?"
Hyde nodded, whimpering.
"Answer out loud, pet," the bassist scolded and Hyde swallowed down another sob.
"Yes, Master, I understand," he said obediently, still trembling, the need for release clouding most of his mind.
"That's good, love," the blond man above him continued gently, "Try to breathe deeply and distane yourself away from the need. This is what I want from you, so that's what you have to want as well," he continued to whisper soothingly and Hyde tried to do as he said. Closing his eyes he took deep breaths and told himself that his Master wanted him to hold it in and not receive the pleasure from this so it had to be his pleasure to not get it. Eventually, Tetsu rolled away from him and he could lower his legs and concentrate on taking control of himself. He felt the bassist start petting him, which shouldn't have really helped but it calmed him somehow and though the need was still present, it buzzed in his mind much more quietly now instead of pulsing through his very being and he could open his eyes again without tears of being denied flooding into them immediately.
"You did great, pet," Tetsu praised him, smiling and kissing his temple, "I'm so proud that you managed to do this on the first time. I would have hated so much to have to punish you," he continued lovingly and Hyde smiled as well, feeling pride himself at pleasing the other man.
"I'll untie your hands now, do you think you'll be able to restrain yourself from touching yourself?" Tetsu asked then and Hyde had to think about it for a second before managing to nod honestly.
"Yes, Master," he said, remembering to just in time and Tetsu did as he promised, lovingly soothing his wrists with kisses after untying them, massaging some feeling back into them.
"You got burns," the bassist commented with some concern after inspecting them, "Maybe I shouldn't have tied them so tightly on the first time," he muttered and though Hyde wanted to reassure him that he did not mind it at all, it hadn't been a question so he stayed quiet.
"That ointment I used on you before should help with this as well," Tetsu continued, gently making him sit up, "I know it doesn't look like much, but those can be really irritating," he said and placed a kiss on the top of the singer's head before standing up and straightening his clothes. "Stay here while I go find it," he muttered again and left.
Hyde heard him walk unhurriedly to the other room and sat back on his calves, stilling himself for the wait. Arousal and need still hummed under his skin and he was suddenly overwhelmed by the thought of how easy it would be to just dip a hand between his legs and bring himself over the still incredibly close edge, giving himself the relief that he so desperately craved. Before he could stop himself, his hand was already moving towards his proudly standing penis and his fingers curled around the length. It would be so easy to just move it, he was sure it would be over even before Tetsu could return and stop him...
The thought of the bassist went through him, shocking him like electricity and he let go again, planting his hand back firmly to his side, tears pooling into his eyes again. He could not do it. He could not defy the other man, at this point he would not bear disappointing him like this anymore...
Only moments later he heard steps nearing the room again and he looked up when Tetsu entered it, a familiar tube and some bandages in his hand and a strange look in his eyes that cleared up as soon as his gaze fell on the sitting man. He walked to Hyde then, dropping the items he brought a little to the side before gathering the small man into his arms.
"You did not disobey me and take the chance to get yourself off," he whispered, pride once again entering his tone and Hyde couldn't help it, he broke down in tears again and spoke before even the lack of permission could stop him.
"But I wanted to so much, Master. I'm so sorry, I even touched myself," he sobbed into the blond's shoulder, but the bassist just shushed him, rocking him gently in his embrace.
"But you didn't, and that's the important thing right now," he murmured softly, cradling the smaller body for a few minutes until Hyde calmed down again and the slowly let go. "Give me your hands now, pet," he commanded and Hyde forced himself to do as told. He sat still while Tetsu did his thing, covering the marks with plenty of ointment before wrapping each wrist gently but securely with bandages. "Does it hurt?" the bassist asked and Hyde shook his head.
"I'm fine, Tetsu-sama," he said and let himself smile when Tetsu kissed a path up his arm in response, stopping at his neck and nibbling pleasantly on the skin there, making him moan again. He was still so aroused that he needed very little for his body to fill with anticipation, but all Tetsu did was guide him back to lie down and shower him with attention that was more loving than arousing. It was a sweet torture for the singer, but he enjoyed every minute of it, lying pliant like a doll for what seemed like an eternity before the touches began turning more insistent again and he felt himself responding to them.
Suddenly Tetsu was above him again and without a warning a finger slipped inside the still stretched opening of the singer, making him gasp and spasm around it, almost coming from the unexpectedness of it alone but managing to control himself in time, avoiding a release hat would have probably been very unsatisfying. The digit started moving inside of him and Hyde started moaning and moving down onto it, gripping at it with his muscles without even realizing it, not wanting to let it go again before getting what he needed, but uncertain if he should really expect it even now.
"Ask for it again now, pet," Tetsu whispered as he continued moving the finger in and out and Hyde gasped again.
"I... Please, Master, please let me come!" he begged unashamedly and desperately, unable to imagine what it would be like to be denied once again. "I can't wait any longer, please, I beg you..."
Tetsu gave him another finger then and moved them suddenly deeper, hitting his prostate and making him groan and quiver with restraint for a few more moments before speaking.
"Then come, pet, you have my permission," he allowed and stroked Hyde's most sensitive spot a few times in a quick succession and the singer burst with a wail of pleasure, his seed spurting over his stomach violently. It felt like the most intense orgasm Hyde had ever felt before in his life and it didn't seem to end, the stars in his eyes blindingly bright and he felt dizzy, almost passing out when it finally ended and he slumped down in a blissful contentment, the fingers in him stopping only then. He panted, trying to regain his breath for a long time before he was finally able to stop wheezing for air and actually see once he opened his eyes. Tetsu was looking at him with a familiar smile on his face.
"You actually came without being touched. From my fingers alone," he said, almost marveling at the fact and Hyde blushed, looking away in embarrassment at the strange praise.
"Thank you, Master," he said eventually, "That was probably the best thing I've ever felt in my life."
Tetsu chuckled and kissed his sweat soaked forehead.
"Let me assure you this won't be the last time you feel this way," he said wrapping his arms around the singer, ignoring the fact that he was soiling the clothes that he was still wearing."Do you want to rest a bit?" he asked then, petting the air that was almost completely wet from sweat.
"Only if you want me to," Hyde answered automatically, even though he felt like his body would soon shut down on its own from exhaustion. Tetsu obviously realized that and smiled even wider.
"Rest, love," he said, and it only took a few minuets before soft and silent snores began to fill the room.
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Date: 2010-11-23 09:07 pm (UTC)At some point I stumbled across Laruku fics (sincethey are the first and pretty much only celebrities I care about enough to try to find everything about them), and swore to myself that of course I'll never read those (because, duh, why would I read about real people? That's certainly sick, right?). And yeah... Here I am now. WRITING! *shakes head at self*
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Date: 2010-11-23 09:48 pm (UTC)Haha, that's cute! But I'm glad you started writing! >) It was kind of strange for me to read fics about Hyde in the beginning, to. But then... I actually couldn't stop anymore. It's just that there are hardly any fics like the ones you write. Sadly.
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Date: 2010-11-24 05:11 am (UTC)