To Submit, pt 2

[radhaj]

Title: To Submit
Pairings: Tetsu x Hyde
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Warning: Honestly, it gets hardcore. Don't read if it's not your cup of tea
Note: See part 1 for more details.
 


Previous part

The second part

Hyde woke up in stages. The consciousness came back to his mind slowly as did awareness of his surroundings. His body felt strangely content, almost overly so. He knew he was alone in the bed and had probably been so for a while, because he felt no warmth radiating from the other side of it. But he was also aware of another person somewhere, probably sitting, behind him in the room as he lied there on his side, grudgingly reentering the word of the living.

He was still sleepy, but he also felt an annoying need to move and change his position. However, as he tried to turn slightly, he felt a sharp pain piercing though his back and his eyes snapped open, his breathing hitching a little, but the sound caught in his throat without escaping any further.

The jolt of pain made memories of yesterday return to him much faster and he felt wave after wave of heat flooding into his face as more details became clear in his mind, most likely making it a lucid shade of red. It was not quite embarrassment, but it was close enough and he hastily buried his face in the pillow, trying to bring himself under control.

The sudden movement must have drawn the attention of the other occupant of the room, alerting him that Hyde was no longer sleeping. Hyde heard him stand up and move closer to him. Eventually, he felt the bed behind him give in to accommodate the weight of his... lover? Why did a word he had still been a little uncertain about using yesterday sound almost lacking today?

“Have you woken up?” Tetsu asked in a gentle whisper and Hyde felt a hand brush down his shortish hair, settling casually  on his shoulder.

Hyde was still hesitant to show his face, but knew he should answer so he nodded into the pillow and felt Tetsu move again to place a soft kiss on the back of his head.

“I know you’re probably still tired, but you really should get up. It’s very late already, I’ve already gone to do some shopping for us and came back,” the younger man spoke, carefully turning Hyde around, which the vocalist grudgingly let him do. Once on his back, he reluctantly opened his eyes and found the bassist smiling down at him kindly. Shyly, he smiled back.

“How are you feeling?” Tetsu asked, his hand moving up to caress the beautiful face with the back of his fingers.

“Strange,” Hyde answered, sighing at the touch.

“Sore?”

The vocalist nodded in response, blushing again.

“Come on, let’s get you into the shower. It will make you feel a bit better,” Tetsu urged him and Hyde slowly forced himself to get up, gritting his teeth as he felt the extent of how “sore” he really was. Luckily, Tetsu was there to help him walk, as he could not restrain from wincing at practically every step and grimacing disgustedly as he felt the extent of how dirty his body really was. He could feel splotches of dried semen and blood all over his body and he was glad he didn't have to see how horrible he looked for himself even if Tetsu never showed any sign of noticing it.

He almost sighed in relief once they finally reached the bathroom. Carefully leaving the support of his lover’s arms, he slowly stepped into the shower, but was soon startled to see that Tetsu had shed his own clothes and followed him inside.

“Come on, it sure looks like you could use some help,”  Tetsu explained at his surprised look, and then added with a little bit of a cheeky grin, “You don’t really have anything to be shy about after yesterday, do you?”

The words still made him a little embarrassed, but they were true enough so Hyde just gave in and let his lover take care of adjusting the temperature of the water and the strength of the stream before abandoning himself to the feeling of the bassist’s hands gently relaxing him as he washed and cleaned his body.

It was only after Tetsu made him turn around so he could wash his back that Hyde felt the tension reappear. The bassist’s hands methodically slid lower and were very obviously getting purposefully closer to his ass.

“Tetsu, no,” he couldn’t help but protest weekly when he felt fingers touching his opening, but the taller man shushed him quietly.

“I know it’s uncomfortable, love, but you were bleeding yesterday. I have to clean down there as well. We should have done this yesterday really, but you were so tired,” he explained calmly yet adamantly. “Just trust me and try to relax.”

Hyde felt his heart twinge at the words, almost as if from fear. Or was it from expectation? Since when was it so hard to discern between the two emotions?

His heart began beating fast again and something between mortification and arousal settled at the pit of his stomach, but Hyde did as told. He braced himself slightly on the shower wall and even inched his legs further apart to give his lover better access. Forcing himself to keep breathing evenly, he soon felt a finger slowly breaching the ring of muscle and tried to keep himself from tensing up or groaning in pain while Tetsu cleaned him up from inside almost mechanically, trying to cause as little discomfort for him as possible.

But even in the pain he was able to find pleasure, something that he had proven to him more than once yesterday. And, had he not been so tired, he had a feeling he might have gotten excited even now, just from the act that was being performed. Not really knowing how to deal with the thought right now, just like he couldn’t figure out what he actually felt about yesterday’s happenings, the singer left it for later analysis and was relieved when the finger was finally removed.

The stream of warm water that was cascading down both of their bodies did make him feel a lot better. When they finished, he was feeling much more refreshed and himself than he did before taking the shower, but he still let Tetsu take care of drying the both of them off. It was then that he saw that Tetsu had had no problems getting excited at all.

“Don’t worry,” the taller man said as if reading his thoughts, starting to get dressed quickly and not looking at him, faking indifference, “I’m not going to do anything about it,” he said, as if trying to reassure the smaller man, but Hyde suddenly felt almost guilty about it.

“But…” he started, but trailed off when the bassist straightened out, having finished with getting dressed, and came close to him, embracing him quickly and placing a chaste kiss on his lips.

“I told you not to worry. You really should listen to what I say,” he said with a reassuring smile and Hyde felt his breath hitch again at his words, thoughts about yesterday resurfacing once more in a not at all unpleasant way.

Tetsu didn’t seem to notice, or just chose not to, and led him to the singer's own room where the bed and everything else had been left completely untouched yesterday. Now, he could see that Tetsu must have taken out some clothes for him to wear earlier in the morning and laid them out. The bassist left Hyde to stand on his own then and went in further into the room, taking something from the bedside table that Hyde couldn’t really see before gesturing towards the bed.

“Lie down on your stomach,” he said. Hyde moved to do so slightly hesitant, wary of the pain, not knowing what Tetsu wanted him to lie down for and acutely aware of how embarrassing the position would be. But his trust in the bassist made him not question the almost order and just do as Tetsu asked him to.

"Once again, this will be uncomfortable, but necessary," Tetsu explained as he moved behind him, out of Hyde's line of sight. "This should make the pain lessen slightly and also help you heal much faster."

Even with the warning, Hyde felt himself start a little when a finger probed him once again, this time covered in some kind of ointment. Almost immediately, Hyde felt the cool liquid numbing his sore insides and he sighed in relief, relaxing completely while Tetsu finished his task. Comfortable now, Hyde couldn't make himself move while Tetsu put the tube of the ointment back on the bedside table and left the room for a moment to most likely clean his hands before returning again. He sat down on the bed near Hyde's head and the singer almost purred when he felt fingers drawing through his hair, petting him.

"I'm sure you're hungry, I can go throw something together for us if you want?" Tetsu suggested and Hyde immediately woke up from the peaceful harmony he felt before.

"You'll burn down the kitchen. I'll do it," he said immediately, experience telling him that letting the man anywhere near cooking devices called for tragedy.

"You're still hurting," the bassist protested, but Hyde almost chuckled when he heard a hint of not entirely hidden hope in his voice. Tetsu was as aware as everybody else that he was completely helpless in the kitchen.

"Just help me get up and I'll be fine. Whatever that was you used actually helped," Hyde said and true enough, once Tetsu helped him get back on his feet he felt almost completely fine, at least if he didn't do any sudden movements, which were a little harder to avoid when he was getting dressed.

"I've got some pain killers as well if you need them..." Tetsu offered, still concerned but Hyde shook his head.

"I'm fine, really."

With his head clear now, he felt like he had made too much of a deal from all this - the pain hadn't really been that bad even before after all. He didn't even wince once when he walked to the kitchen, while Tetsu left him to do his magic there so he could clean up his own room, something he didn't want to do while Hyde was still sleeping in it.

When Hyde stepped into the kitchen, it was nearing noon and he only then realized how ravenously hungry he really was. They had almost nothing to eat yesterday evening and now he felt it very strongly. Fortunately, Tetsu really did stack up the kitchen, which was seriously lacking yesterday, and Hyde had no problem fixing something to eat for them, grateful for the distraction when the task occupied him enough that he did not have to think much about anything else.

"Smells wonderful, love," Tetsu said as he slipped into the kitchen and kissed him lovingly on the cheek from behind.

"I'm almost finished. Just sit down by the table and I'll be right there."

They ate in silence, mostly because of how famished and concentrated on the food they both were and not because of any awkwardness between them. The food disappeared without a trace almost magically fast and soon, Hyde was standing up to take care of the dishes, while Tetsu watched over him as he did so, looking like he was thinking about something very serious right then.

"I think we really should talk now," Tetsu said when the plates were left to dry out and Hyde turned back to face him. Nodding his agreement, even if a little reluctantly, Hyde went back to the table and sat down waiting for the taller man to begin.

"I should apologize," Tetsu started as-a-matter-of-factly, his voice a little self-depreciating. "I shouldn't have gone as far as I did yesterday. I had no right and I'll back down if you're not comfortable with it. I never planned to get you into any of my twisted games in the first place..."

"Don't be an idiot, Tetchan," Hyde interrupted, having heard enough and knowing he had to set things clear as quickly as possible. "Had I not wanted you to do... any of those things, I would have stopped you. You did not force or coerce me into anything. I'm an adult, even if I hadn't been acting like one lately. I'm the one who should apologize for making you wait so long. And as for..." Hyde faltered, blushing to the roots of his hair, "I-I think I have a confession to make."

"What do you mean?" Tetsu asked, sounding honestly curious and confused.

"It wasn't when you confessed to me that I realized my own feelings to you. It was far earlier" Hyde started and took a deep breath, readying himself. "Do you remember when, probably more than a year ago now, you mentioned you liked certain... stuff to me for the first time?"

Tetsu nodded, furrowing his brows in obvious confusion as to where this was leading.

"I never spoke of it before because I knew it would make you uncomfortable," he explained. "Not everyone is into such activities after all - you obviously weren't. There's such a thing as too much information, even among best friends. I wasn't really thinking that day, it just got out in the conversation, but since the cat was out of the bag..."

"Yeah... Uh, it did make me uncomfortable then," Hyde said, his eyes fixing themselves stubbornly on the top of the table between them. "But probably not in a way either of us had expected. You see, it was something that made me actually link you with a sexual situation for the first time. Before, it had always been just words, just us being men and sharing stories, not something I thought about really. Even your sometimes being with other men had been just so abstract before. But then it suddenly wasn't. And I found that it didn't disturb me at all. It was no longer about your... kinks at all at that stage. That had only been a trigger. Something to make me realize that I actually... could be attracted to you. It took me months to internalize that. And once I admitted to myself that I might like you, I went back to what initially brought it out."

Hyde was looking at absolutely anything but Tetsu then and blushing so much he thought his head might spontaneously combust. Telling himself that it was stupid, and that he was a grown man for goodness' sake, he took a deep breath and continued.

"It fascinated me, and that fascination scared me. I knew I was considering it as well, but I had always been a little arrogant and not so little prideful, so it didn't make sense to me. Why would I want to..." Another pause and deep breath. "That's why I ran away when you confessed. I did not have it figured out for myself yet and I knew I'd have to make a decision about it, even though you probably wouldn't even ask it of me - I knew I had to do it for myself. But it wasn't that easy and I also knew I'd lose you if I took too long to answer to your confession...

"So I came back. There was really no doubt in my mind that I wanted to be with you, it was just the particulars that were still not clear to me. I thought I could figure it out afterwards. So I kept avoiding anything too intimate, telling myself I had to make the decision level-headed first... It was yesterday that I realized that was completely stupid. If I was considering it, if I was fascinated by it... There was nothing else to do but to actually try it and see for myself if I liked it."

He finally forced himself to look at Tetsu, who was looking at him with surprise filled wide eyes. It was very obvious that the bassist never really expected him to admit to anything like that.

"Are you offering what I think you're offering, Hyde?" Tetsu whispered with a wonder filled voice.

Hyde blushed again and looked to the side.

"Yes, I-I think so..." he mumbled, but then there was a finger under his chin, gently urging him to look back.

"There are no "probablies" about this, Hyde. It's either a yes or a no. If you can't even say it, can't admit to it then I can't believe that you're really ready," Tetsu said in a gentle voice, as if, despite his obvious partiality, still trying not to push him into either direction.

There was a moment of silence while Hyde tried to gather himself. This was it, the moment he really had to decide. It wasn't really a "no turning back" situation, because he knew, without a doubt, in his heart by now that Tetsu loved him enough to not ever begrudge him a chance to back out. But it was obvious that it did mean a lot to the bassist, now that he possibility was in the open, even though he had apparently planned on giving up on it without a question for him, and Hyde himself felt like he wanted this more than ever before.

"Yes. I want this. I need this. Just... Remember that it's completely new to me and... I'm sure you know better than me how these things work, and I trust you," he said and, though his voice trembled a little and his words were awkward, he tried to convey that he was sure about it by meeting his lover's eyes.

"Come here then, please," Tetsu asked him, his voice incredibly soft and Hyde stood up, almost in a daze, and went around the table to stand by him. The bassist reached out his hands around Hyde's waist and gently made him sit down onto his lap, before capturing his lips in a lovingly dominating kiss.

"Well then, Hyde," he said after he kiss finally ended, gazing right into the singer's glazed over eyes, "prepare to be taken to a world you've never been to before."

Despite those words, Tetsu went no further than sharing a few passionate kisses with the singer right then before insisting that they shouldn't rush it, especially since Hyde's body still needed to recover after yesterday. Instead, he suggested they enjoy their vacation fully and they were soon setting out to relax outside, where the weather held perfect for their plans.

They spent the day fooling carelessly around between the town cafes and shops and the beach, where they managed to find themselves a semi-private patch of sand. Tetsu went in and out of the water and Hyde, never having been a swimmer, mostly just sunbathed and sketched in a notebook he brought with him, both of them fully enjoying the peacefulness of their time together, behaving like a real couple for the first time and relishing in the fact.

When the day was nearing its end, they returned home and, just like yesterday, curled up in front of the TV. Only this time, they were much closer and even Hyde didn't pretend to concentrate on whatever it was on, soon just turning it off, as busy as he was being leisurely kissed and kissing back.

However, what started out as a simple make-out session was quickly becoming much more heated and Hyde soon felt Tetsu's arousal digging into his thigh, reminding him that the bassist had been hard earlier in the day as well and didn't get relief then. Was this the part where the day ended and he took up his role for the night? Unsure, he broke up their kiss and looked at Tetsu, trying to convey his question with his eyes.

"Do you think you're ready for this?" The taller man asked, understanding him immediately and Hyde nodded.

"I want to do it," he said, feeling his heart beating fast in his chest. "I'm as ready as I'll ever be."

"I'm very glad to hear that. But first," the bassist said, putting a tiny bit of distance between them and looking seriously at the tiny man in his arms, "I need you to state your rules, love."

"Rules?" Hyde asked, though his mind tried to supply him that he knew exactly what Tetsu meant.

"Yes. I'm sure you're not ignorant at all at what you're agreeing to," the bassist said, turning incredibly serious. "While it is all focused on pleasure, I will make you humiliated and put you in pain. I'll deprive you of some things and I'll force you into others. If there are specific things you don't want to happen, you have to tell me while we're like this. You'll have to trust me completely when we do it and it'll be impossible if you hid anything from me now."

"I..." despite Tetsu's sober tone, Hyde's eyes went in and out of focus as waves of arousal went over him at the things Tetsu's words promised, making him surer than ever that he wanted this, and he had to force himself to carefully consider what to say in response. "I'm sure I have nothing that's not common sense to you too," he finally managed. "Nothing... permanent, nothing that would interfere with work and nothing that would give it away to anyone else. At least no one we can't trust," he corrected himself, blushingly. "I think I'm okay with anything else. Just... remember that all of this is completely new to me, okay? I might not immediately know what's expected of me and..."

"Of course. Don't worry, I'll guide you though it," Tetsu said, caressing his face soothingly.

"Oh, and no tickling, " Hyde said suddenly, as the thought struck him before blushing again in embarrassment at the randomness of it. "I can't think of anything else, but for some reason I don't think I'd be able to take tickling."

"No tickling it is then," Tetsu said, smiling, before the playful note disappeared from his eyes and his gaze concentrating on the singer again, filling with desire.

"The first thing you have to know," he said running his hand down Hyde's side possessively, making the vocalist's skin tingle at the touch, even through the material of his clothes, "is that the only thing you must think about here is pleasing and obeying me. Do not question and do not challenge me, or I will get angry. The only state of mind you can know from now on," he leaned a little forward, to whisper into Hyde's ear, "is submissiveness. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Master," Hyde answered, shivering in both fear and anticipation.

"Good," Tetsu said brushed his lips down the singer's jaw, "I'm willing to teach you and give you time to learn, but I don't like repeating myself so listen carefully. Your first lesson: don't hold back any sounds unless I tell you to," he whispered against Hyde's lips and the kissed him demandingly, forcing his tongue between the singer's lips and ravishing his mouth, sucking the air straight out of his lungs. Hyde gasped for breath when he was finally able to, only to let it out in a helpless moan when Tetsu moved on to his neck, kissing and sucking on the milky white skin, marking his way down to Hyde's collarbone where he stopped for a moment and simply gave it a few sensual licks. Seizing the opportunity, Hyde tried to desperately catch his breath, already feeling a little light-headed, but was stopped short when Tetsu went back up little and sunk his teeth unhesitatingly into the flesh, making the singer cry out in pain and arch his back at the sensation.

"I like your voice even better when you sing in pleasure than when you sing on stage," the bassist growled lustily, grazing his teeth down and then to the other side of the vocalist's neck, repeating the action there as well and then leaned back, leaving Hyde spread out on the couch, shivering and panting under his gaze, the marks darkening in clear view.

"I won't be able to do this when we're back to work," the bassist said, brushing his fingertips over the abused skin, looking almost fascinated by the marks, "but remember them even after they disappear. They show that from now on, I own you."

His hand slid lower then, until finally he grasped Hyde's hand and guided it towards his own crotch, settling it on the prominent bulge there.

"Do you feel how hard my cock is," Tetsu asked and Hyde nodded, not trusting his voice, his eyes fixed on where their joined hands were, "From now on, it's your duty to take care of that. Or, on this particular occasion," the bassist's other hand rose to Hyde's face and he ran his thumb over the singer's bottom lip, "it's the duty of your hot mouth and plush lips."

Suddenly, he removed both of his hands so he was no longer touching the vocalist at all and reclined back.

"Stand up," he ordered and Hyde scrambled to comply, "Strip." The singer sucked in a small startled gasp, not expecting that yet, but didn't fail to raise his arms, removing his t-shirt quickly and throwing it to the side. With nimble fingers he dealt with opening his shorts and then let them fall to the ground before stepping out of them. He hesitated for the shortest of moments before continuing, but eventually did hook his thumbs into his boxers, pushing them down as well before letting his hands fall helplessly by his sides, even though he itched to use them to cover himself from Tetsu's invasive gaze.

"You have a beautiful penis, pet," the bassist remarked, completely unashamed, his eyes roaming over Hyde's exposed body, his gaze almost judging. "Perfect, just like the rest of your body. Now come," he commanded and spread his legs just wide enough, "kneel."

There was no question of where exactly he wanted Hyde to be and the singer moved to stand between his legs and bent his knees, kneeling before him. Remembering what Tetsu told him he wished him to do, he raised his hands to the bassist's zipper, stopping before undoing it, not sure if he was allowed to do it before he was told to.

"Go on," Tetsu urged him, sounding pleased and Hyde did so, carefully as he was unused to doing it from that angle. When the zipper was open and the button slipped free, he proceeded to pull the pants down and had to refrain from blushing when he saw that Tetsu had foregone wearing underwear, giving him an unobstructed and very up-close view of his arousal.

"Tell me what you're thinking," Tetsu whispered, completely unaffected by the fact that his erection was now only inches from Hyde's face, precum starting to gather on the head as his fingers played lazily with the hair at the nape of Hyde's neck. Knowing that he was expected to be open and truthful, Hyde only took a second to reply.

"I'm worried, because Master's cock is so big and I don't know if I..." he faltered a little, unable to hold off the heat from filling his cheeks, and then started again. "I've never done this before and I'm worried that I won't be able to please You well enough," he finished eventually, as deferently as he was capable of speaking.

"Relax," Tetsu said, almost soothingly. "I'll guide you through it. For now, just go slow, start off with licking."

Hyde took a deep breath and, carefully steadying the erection with one hand he ran his tongue up the underside of Tetsu's cock, almost curiously registering the musky scent and barely salty taste, relieved to find neither of them off-putting or unpleasant. The bassist's fingers momentarily paused in playing with his hair and the singer heard his breath quickening a little, the sound encouraging enough that he found himself repeating the motion much more confidently and  was soon lapping at the slit of the sensitive head, gathering the precum with his tongue to get a taste of it as well. It was salty, and it was bitter, but not overly so and he knew he could get used to the taste - something he knew he would most likely have to, in time.

He tried to draw hints of what to do from his own experiences with blowjobs, but, as he obviously had never been at this end of such an action and had never really expected to be, he had hardly ever paid any attention to the details and was now cursing himself for it. Trusting the subtle reactions of Tetsu to help him, he slowly continued licking until he'd successfully covered the whole length with his saliva and attention.

"You're good. There's definitely, ugh, potential in you," Tetsu groaned, trying to keep his voice at least partially steady. "Now go down on me pet, I want to feel your mouth closing around my cock. Just, ah, be mindful of your teeth..."

Hyde's breath quickened a little and he leaned back slightly to ready himself. Tetsu was indeed big and thick, and it intimidated Hyde a little, but, calming himself with a deep breath he inched forward again, opening his mouth wide, and wrapped his lips around the tip, careful to keep his teeth covered and moving his tongue against the length as well as he could. The hand at his neck was now slowly pushing his head forward and the singer didn't resist it, feeling the flesh sliding further in and filling his mouth until finally he felt the head hitting the back of his throat. It was far from a comfortable feeling, but the knowledge of what he was doing more than made up for it and he moaned quietly. The bassist shuddered slightly in pleasure when he felt the vibrations of his vocal cords.

"Suck," Tetsu urged him when Hyde didn't proceed further, returning his mind to the task at hand. Applying as much suction as he could, he began moving his head up and down the length, humming a little every time the tip reached the back of his throat, trying to do his best to pleasure.

"Look up at me, ugh, I want to see your eyes while you blow me," the bassist ordered and Hyde meekly raised his eyes, looking at Tetsu's face for the first time that evening. The other man's eyes were burning with desire, locked on the sight of his dick disappearing down the singer's throat. Beads of sweat were gathering on his forehead and he was breathing shallowly, looking almost wild.

"I-I want to go deeper," he groaned in a deep voice, "I want you to deepthroat me," he continued gazing into the vocalist's eyes as they widened at the words. "I know you'll be able to do it, pet. Angle yourself better and, ahh, oh God, relax your throat as best as you can. Try not to, ah, gag."

That was all the warning that Hyde got before the hand at the back of his head got firmer in its grip and he was being pushed further forward, the cock forced deeper into his throat. It took all of Hyde's concentration not to gag or choke, but he managed, almost surprisingly well, and did his best to take it all, keeping his teeth covered and his mouth open wide enough, even as his jaws became tired and started hurting. Tears sprang into his eyes when Tetsu finally stuck himself down into his throat completely and the singer's lips were now around the very base of his erection, nose buried in the hair around it.

"Oh God, I knew you could do it... Your throat is so tight around my cock, it feels so damn good," Tetsu groaned, his eyes shuttering closed and open again, as he was too overwhelmed by pleasure to keep them completely open, "It just makes me want to fuck your mouth and come deep in your throat. In fact," the bassist's eyes flashed with arousal and he bucked his hips slightly, almost making the singer gag after all, "I'm going to do just that," he finished and before Hyde could even fully comprehend his words he withdrew slightly and then pushed cruelly back in.

The singer could no nothing but hold on, feeling like his mouth and throat were being violated and bruised. And yet, even as tears began to slide unbidden down his cheeks and he had to struggle not to do anything that would prevent the bassist from using him and finding pleasure, the thought that he was pleasing Tetsu - his Master - was more than enough for him to overcome the pain and feel pleasure himself.

It didn't last long. Tetsu's thrusts quickened and his breathing grew erratic until he finally pushed himself fully into Hyde's throat and came, spilling himself deep inside, the singer almost choking when he felt the seed hitting the back of his throat.

Finally, spent, the bassist withdrew harshly from Hyde's mouth and collapsed back on the couch, leaving the singer to recover by himself. Hyde coughed a few times and tried to swallow, his throat protesting painfully before finally agreeing to cooperate with him. He gasped for air, trying to even out his breathing, only partially succeeding before glancing upwards, immediately looking at the ground again when he found that Tetsu had already recovered and was looking emotionlessly down at him, seeming to almost enjoy his suffering. Hyde wondered if it was normal for him to not mind that at all.

"You did good," the bassist praised him after he took a few more wheezing breaths "And you look so pretty with tear streaks down your face. I'll have to remember that."

Hyde shivered at the promise, recognizing now that it was in both fear and expectation.

"Does your throat hurt?"

"Yes, Master," he replied breathlessly, not at all surprised at the hoarseness of his voice. It didn't matter though, there was still a lot of time before he would have to sing again.

"Mmm. And yet look at yourself," Tetsu continued, almost mockingly, "you're so hard even after you went through all that. You're practically dripping."

This time Hyde did feel surprise. He had concentrated so much on his Master's pleasure and fulfillment that he almost forgot about his own needs, even though his body obviously hadn't.

"Lie down on the table and spread your legs so I can see all of you."

There was a low wooden coffee table behind him that Hyde figured Tetsu meant as he said that. It was just wide enough for him to be able to do as told, even as his backside flared in pain for the first time that evening, reminding him of itself when he lied down on the cool and hard surface.

"Now touch yourself. I want to see how you pleasure yourself when you're alone."

Even though Hyde managed to keep from blushing at his exposed position, he couldn't stop the blood from rushing into his face at that command. But, nonetheless, he wrapped his finger's slowly around his own erection, spreading the few drops of precum as the only lubricant available for him and started to pump himself sensuously, abandoning himself to the feeling, his heart beating fast at the thought that his Master was watching him as he did it. He knew he wouldn't last long, as aroused as he had been already and knowing his own pleasure points as well as he did. He slowly massaged his balls with his other hand, straining his hips towards his own hands, moaning unreservedly and panting loudly in pleasure, making sure not to hold anything back just as he had been told to.

"I... Tetsu-sama I..." he groaned, not quite knowing what he was trying to say, but luckily, Tetsu understood it for him.

"You can't come until I give you permission," he said strictly and, had Hyde cared at all at that moment, he would have felt surprised when the bassist's voice came from his side though he hadn't heard the taller man moving.

"But," Tetsu continued with only a moment's delay, "you have my permission now."

The words seemed to be exactly what Hyde needed to tumble over the edge, and he came, his release splattering over his stomach and even his heaving chest, a loud scream tearing itself from his throat and his back arching again, any pain he might have felt forgotten as he lost himself in his orgasm.

He slumped limply on the table when it was over, and didn't even react when he felt a finger sliding up his body, gathering some of his cum and bringing it to his mouth. Without even thinking about it, he let the tip of the finger into his mouth and sucked it off clean, finally finding the energy to look up and see that Tetsu was standing over him, a gentle smile on his face.

"Come on, let's get you to bed," the bassist said and effortlessly picked his tiny body up, turning to carry him to his room.

Hyde fell asleep even before they reached it.






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